The only reason that I’m doing this is for closure, and for the fact that I cannot seem to fall asleep. Insomnia… is that what they call it? Anyways, for the past few days I feel like I live in a jail cell, forced to think about everything that has happened. Sad thing is I have nowhere to go and get away from all this madness. No longer do I have distractions or task that needs completing so that at least I have something to think about. Anyways, I think I should just get on with it. Exactly one year ago, my life was so different. Why is it that senior year, everything had to happen? Why is it that so many new faces just have to show up in my life? Although these people made my life more meaningful, it also leaves me with remorse. Wow… this is turning to be more philosophical than I thought. I guess I just can’t put it in simple terms. I need to keep reminding myself… If something would, it would’ve. Summer is almost over and I shouldn’t be thinking anymore. Let go of hope because it’s dragging me down. I can’t blame anyone; it’s only nature. I’ll also stop the questioning. No more whys. Life goes on. Learn to resist & never again.
-merre
"When the door of happiness closes, another opens. But often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us."
ReplyDeletemy favourite quote that might probably be over-used... i hope it helps (: i`ve been having trouble sleeping too, sigh.